WELL FUCK ME WITH A GOD DAMN BRICK IN THE ASS!!!
dead...here i lay inside of my heart, this black burnt crap that has been torn apart.torn and frayed, but still i stayed. and you just sat there in wonder, thinking is this all because of one girl...most of you told me to quit, and not to try. it is not worth over to cry. now i stand by my own side of the me that had once used to be...is that all you think it is? a girl... no you fools why cant you see, she means so much more to me than you can imagine, and for a short time i actually had her.some of you may have looked back, to a time when i hadn't retracted the things i said way back when...then quite for some time it was about me all the time, back when she was just mine. then he came around and messed it all up, and i said "man WTF!"but hell i fixed it and i got her back, and she was right in my arms and i had nothing that lacked. she made her life about me like it was once before, she gave me her love galore.and then there was him, coming in, all boss he knew he would win "his" ki
memories...my caring was my downfall... it always has been...when i think of the plaint facts it is right there in front of me, and to be quite perfectly honest i knew that this was probably going to happen...i wanted her to have friends, and to be happy with them. but hell i should have wished for something less arrogant...it used to be about me and her, and that was it. no one else to bother us. no reason to be mad at each-other. so basically... blissfulness...she used to make art of me, and talk to me non stop. and as far as i was concerned that was her way of saying "i love you"oh no, now it is about him, all him... art of him, talking to him, and putting him ahead of me... all the dirty role playing, and stuff like that...so now with any hint of anything, she thinks i tried to scare him away, and she gets pissed at me for no reason...in my mind that translates to... "i love him, not you"she tells me that she loves me, and always had. but then why is he the king now?why is he the one